"Maybe I'm fine. Maybe I'm faking it. I feel fine now," I said, lying on the sofa, propped up on pillows and with an ice pack on the more fucked-up shoulder. Two minutes later, when I go into the kitchen for a drink, I have to grab the counter with both hands to keep from falling down. #ChronicIllness #DisabilityLife
Still sick! Woke up this morning with muscle spasms all up my right arm (close to a 10, but I'll call it a 9), which sucked very much. My husband brought me ibuprofen, and I was in so much pain that I took it, despite being on so many other blood thinners. Spasms still present, but less terrible. I also took many naps today, including while writing this post. I made a bunch of messages for people who needed updating about my status, and I expect followup tomorrow. Time to post before I fall asleep again.