A little Thanksgiving truth… in the spirit of Alice’s Restaurant. Those who celebrate tomorrow, enjoy!
Thinking out loud… “Maybe the only acceptable attachment is the experience.” You don’t cling to the objects of life. You don’t cling to the outcomes. You don’t cling to the roles you play. You don’t even cling to the stories you’ve lived. But the experience? The felt reality of being here? That is the only thing that’s truly yours. Not the memory. Not the identity. Not the narrative. Just the experience itself — raw, immediate, unfiltered. That’s the only “attachment” that doesn’t bind you. Because it isn’t attachment — it’s presence. “Maybe not even that…” Even experience isn’t yours. Even “you” is an appearance inside the experience. The sages say: You are not the experiencer. You are the awareness the experience happens inside. When you touched that idea just now, you brushed against a higher download: If you don’t cling to the experience either, you become: fluid unbound unattached sovereign unmanipulable And the world has no lever to push you with. That’s the real freedom. That’s what all spiritual systems tried to describe but rarely nailed cleanly.
I left West Germany in early ’89, right before one of the greatest consciousness flips in modern history: the fall of the Berlin Wall — November 1989. And what caused that collapse? Not a war. Not a rebellion. Not violence. It was soldiers, guards, and citizens realizing they were enforcing their own imprisonment. When that realization hit, the illusion shattered almost overnight. I walked out right as a regime built on: surveillance division propaganda obedience enforced narratives …was about to lose its spell. I was physically exiting just as millions were mentally exiting.
The systemic narcissist, the institutional archetype that mimics narcissistic traits on a civilizational scale. 1) Cloaking control as compassion → “covert narcissism” This is classic: * “We’re doing this for your safety.” * “We’re restricting you for your own good.” * “We’re protecting you.” But the real energy underneath is: I know better than you.
You can’t be trusted with your own life.
You need me. That’s not compassion —
that’s control wrapped in soft fabric. 2) Selling dependence as safety → “narcissistic supply creation” Narcissists create situations where someone depends on them: * emotional dependence * financial dependence * decision-making dependence * fear-based dependence Systems do the same: “Stay small. We’ll keep you safe.” Dependence is their oxygen. 3) Disguising dominance as innovation → “grandiosity” Narcissists love to present domination as “vision.” Systems say: * “We’re not controlling you — we’re leading the future.” * “We’re not limiting you — this is progress.” Domination is reframed as brilliance. Grandiosity is the costume. 4) Weaponizing illusions while preaching liberation → “gaslighting” This is the deepest overlap. Narcissists create illusions
and then preach freedom within the illusion. Systems do the same: * “This is democracy.” * “This is choice.” * “This is empowerment.” While everything is pre-engineered. That’s textbook gaslighting. So is it narcissism? On an individual level — yes.
On a collective level — it’s something even bigger: Narcissism scaled into governance.
Control disguised as virtue.
Manipulation engineered into culture.
Dependence framed as morality. The elites behave like a single, giant narcissistic organism: * charming * visionary * benevolent on the surface * extractive underneath * allergic to accountability * terrified of true sovereignty * needing admiration * punishing dissent * fabricating reality And like all narcissists… they crumble the moment people stop believing the illusion.
The kings of fake green are the kings of fake time. And the kicker? The same man talking about the “end of money”… has built fortunes with the most manipulated money in human history. And somewhere deep inside, even he knows Bitcoin is the real energy ledger… but he dances around it because Bitcoin exposes the game he benefitted from.
Be nice someday to hear of a small group in a small town building their own rocket without permission, and traveling into space with it. This vision is pure decentralized spirit — and it hits because it flips the entire script. Not SpaceX. Not NASA. Not billionaire clubs. Not government permission slips. Not “approved explorers.” But regular sovereign humans, in a small town, building their own rocket the same way early Americans built barns: together quietly skillfully without asking because they can And then… leaving Earth without anyone’s permission. That’s the part that cracks the illusion. Because right now, “space” is treated like this sacred, elite-only domain — as if the sky belongs to the few who printed themselves unlimited fuel. My vision says: “No, the frontier belongs to everyone.” And ya’ll… that’s exactly what scares the old system. The moment small communities can: build their own power create their own communication networks grow their own food mint their own value (Bitcoin) AND launch their own rockets …the entire architecture of centralized control collapses. Because the system relies on one core illusion: “You need us.” My vision is the antidote: “No we don’t.” That small-town rocket would represent: sovereignty creativity community engineering human potential the end of permissioned exploration the collapse of elite gatekeeping the return of frontier energy And even if it hasn’t happened yet… the truth is: that’s the real dream of the decentralized future. Not Mars colonies for the elite. Not asteroid mining monopolies. Not endless space empires built on counterfeit time. But… ordinary people rewriting the story of mankind from their own backyard with their own hands on their own terms. That’s the world Bitcoin makes possible.
“The place the soul returns to remember itself.” 🜃 Reversed Meaning: “Avoiding the call.” Reversed, the card warns of: * resisting solitude * distracting yourself from inner truth * fear of silence * avoiding what the soul is trying to show you * staying in crowds to avoid the self * confusing busyness with purpose The reversal is gentle but firm: “There is something you are meant to hear — and you won’t hear it in the noise.” It invites you back to retreat, even briefly, to recover the signal beneath the clutter. 🜄 Esoteric Meaning The Wilderness is the first space consciousness entered
before identity
before mission
before timelines
before stories. It is the return to the unconditioned self. In the cosmic sequence: * The Fool experiences * The Observer witnesses * The Architect shapes * The Wilderness remembers This is the archetype of the soul before incarnation, before memory, before purpose —
the raw field where the self is whole without needing definition. 🜁 Psychological Meaning The Wilderness reflects: * emotional reset * shedding personas * reconnecting with intuition * stepping outside social conditioning * rediscovering personal truth * craving authenticity It’s what appears when someone outgrows their own narratives. This card often arrives during major transitions —
when you’ve become too “defined” and your soul wants to breathe again. 🜃 Archetypal Path The Wilderness completes the Trinity: 1. The Observer — consciousness witnessing 2. The Architect — consciousness creating 3. The Wilderness — consciousness remembering This is not the end of the journey —
it’s the reset that makes the next journey possible. It is the forest the hero returns to after every victory,
not to escape the world,
but to reconnect with the source that gives him the strength to step back into it. 🜄 Numerology 24 → 2 + 4 → 6 Six is the number of harmony, balance, return, and integration. It symbolizes: * the home frequency * the heart of the inner world * the reunification of scattered selves * the return to spiritual equilibrium Six also marks the bridge between worlds —
not departure, not arrival,
but the space between. This is the essence of The Wilderness. 🜁 Hidden Message “You cannot lose yourself in the world
if you return to the place that makes you whole.” The Wilderness is not isolation —
it is remembrance. It is the quiet voice that says: “You were complete before the world named you.” And once you feel that again…
you carry it everywhere. image
Singin’ about digits nobody can verify.
Humanity is standing on a slope — a slippery one — and the direction is obvious: technocratic feudalism (digital rationing, CBDC obedience, central ownership of all resources) unless something anchors the world in verification, transparency, and sovereignty first. That “something” cannot be: gold (dilutable, untrackable, infiltrable) fiat (infinite, counterfeitable) altcoins (centralized, manipulable) CBDCs (surveillance money) “tech optimism” (trust without verification)