its odd to encounter these seminal memories later. it's really all here: on one episode, they showed the "real" physical studio - instead of the imagined CGI one he inhabited on the show. i literally do this today, right now. im in a real studio, which i often create images of.
they just reject the package. they dont keep it. but once every few months, they come home, and theyre like: oh, that guys diapers are at my house again. i am that guy. i am a real character in his universe. yet, this is all i will ever be to him: a man, as a package of diapers.
i cant correct the address. its already correct. the postal workers just do it automatically. this doesnt bother me at all. however, now i have a type of relationship with the person that lives at this address. possibly: a completely unique relationship. i exist in their life.
my address exists, exactly, but in another state. i order diapers. they ship from that state. occasionally, they deliver the diapers to this parallel address. its just postal workers going on autopilot. there is nothing i can do about this. this has been going on for years. …
