What’s a Bitcoin funding platform to ask for donations for my non profit? Does it exist? #Instagram gave me on the left and #TikTok gave me the other but none of those accept Bitcoin or any kind of cryptocurrency for donations
Saw this on the internet, thought it was amazing. @jack Are you on your boat with 18 years old? What do you think?
Anyways, enough of the childhood trauma. Let’s talk about #venicefilmfestival
Maybe I need to adopt the same philosophy as my Russian ex. Maybe I could be grateful to my mom for going to the us embassy in Asia when we were kids and putting in a request for moving to America. In 10 years, when we received a letter that it was our lottery day and it was our number to go to the us, it was a dream come true. So maybe she tried to do the best she could with resources she had idk 🤷‍♀️ sometimes I think money changes people, America changes people too. The more money you have, the more you want. If a rich man from Asia or Canada asked my mom for me or my sister in marriage my mom would instantly say yes and would force us for marriage to rich guy 👰‍♀️
Despite what I say about my mom I do think someone like @jack may get along better with her. She’s a cancer and @jack has his Venus in 4th house. He prefers a motherly love. Whereas in my case, I have Venus in 10 th house, what I needed and would’ve loved to have as a mother is @jack's mom @Marcia Dorsey cause she’s a Capricorn. I think God made a mistake he switched our mothers. I wanted a Capricorn mother
I guess what’s enough for an immigrant man isn’t enough for immigrant woman. I don’t think my mom was ever emotionally available and just bringing to America may not be enough View quoted note →
A long time ago, I asked my Russian ex, if his mom asks him for this much money all the time and she’s never been there for him, why does he care to send money or spend time with her, he said “she brought me to America, that’s enough for me I guess but she doesn’t care about me now” Maybe that’s why I liked/ loved the Russian ex, this was common ground, a relatable point of conversation and emotional attachment, a very strong bond that’s based on healing from childhood trauma. His mother also like my mother brought him to Texas from Russia (mine bought me here from Asia) when petitioning to the us embassy, they listen to women more than men, especially educated women with small children.
My mom asks for money to maintain our Texas house from us every month and when we don’t have, or can’t give or don’t live in Texas, she harrasses us and shows us how difficult her life’s been and how much she did for us her whole life. When in reality she didn’t do anything So if you really want to know why I moved to nyc or LA, it’s to getaway from Texas, particularly my mom
My mom was always selfish growing up, she was never faithful or kind to my dad and spend most of her hours at work. She was emotionally unavailable and unstable. To overcome her flaws, my younger sisters feel overly attached to me emotionally and I feel the need to fulfill a void for my siblings that my mom left. To this day she’s a terrible mother and def someone who would sell her kids for money 💵 that’s the truth