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We lost our cat Stitch a couple weeks ago. She was 13 years old. She had a fast-growing form of bone cancer, osteosarcoma. We noticed a lump on her side a month or two ago, and by the time we got the X-rays and an oncologist, they gave her just a couple weeks. When we put her down, here at home, the lump had grown into a monstrous bulge on her side, jutting out from her ribs. It was heartbreaking.
I’m not here to talk about cancer though. Stitch was a character, a real personality. Especially over the last three or four years, she’d become my buddy, one of my best friends. I miss her so much.
We got Stitch and her sister, Marley, back in 2012 when they were just a couple months old. When we arrived and met them, and Stitch immediately sunk her tiny claws into my jeans, climbed up my side, and perched on my shoulder, as if to say, “This one’s mine, I claim him. See how high I am, on top of him? I’m the queen of the world!”
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We brought them home, and they immediately set about showing us who they were. Marley has always been a bit high strung, but not Stitch. She did whatever she wanted, got into everything she wasn’t supposed to, ate as much food as she could get her paws on, and didn’t care what anyone thought. Right from the beginning, she knew who she was, and made no apologies. If someone had a problem, it was their problem, not hers.
Stitch did everything big. She was big, her fur was big, her appetite was big. When she slept, she snored, loudly. When she sat down in your lap, or jumped up into bed, she made an audible *thump*, enough to shake the furniture. When she rolled over on her back, she looked like a giant round mass of fluff. Sometimes you could see her legs and her head, sometimes not. She never seemed self aware in the slightest, or if she was, she didn’t care.
One year, Brooke got a birthday card that played the “Happy Birthday” song when it opened, sung entirely in meows. Stitch *loved* that card. No matter where she was, when we opened it, she’d come running. She’d get right up to it, cock her head, and listen to the invisible cats singing. Sometimes she’d paw at the speaker. We used it to call her home at dusk when she was still outside. We’d walk around the back yard, waving the card up high as it meowed, clinking bowls together and calling “Dinner time! Dinner time!” Eventually we’d see her crawl out from under a bush, or squeeze between slats in the fence, fresh off her latest adventure and ready to eat.
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Stitch had the loudest purr of our household, by far. When she got going, you could hear her from across the room. One quiet night, I managed to hear her purring through a *wall*. Even as a kitten, she was noisy. She’d march over to full-grown [Snoopy](
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Not long after we got her, we lost her in the house. We searched high and low, and I eventually found her in our closet. She was lying down on a shelf, eyes glazed, shivering, dangerously warm. I’d never seen her in such a state. We rushed her to the vet, they confirmed that she had a fever, and they immersed her bodily in an ice bath. She was pretty out of it at the time, but still, it was shocking to see.
They didn’t know what caused the fever. We suspect she ate a berry pod from a tree outside that disagreed with her, but we don’t know. We did notice a change in her afterward, though. She didn’t seem quite as sharp, and when she saw something interesting moving around, she’d open her eyes wide and [wobble her head back and forth like a Bollywood dancer](
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One technique we tried was an automatic feeder that rationed out her food. She learned the sound it made, and its schedule, and became something of a savant. She’d stand on point, ears cocked, and when she heard its motor start, she’d take off toward it at a full gallop. She knew the sound well enough that it would wake her up out of a sound sleep. She’d practically fall off the couch trying to get to her feet, ready to trample anyone and anything between her and dinner.
She also learned the sound of Gina opening a cat food can in the kitchen and filling her bowl. She knew the difference between cat food cans and other cans, and between her bowl and other dishes and kitchen sounds. We went great lengths trying to feed Marley separately, singing and clanging around and closing doors and wrapping towels around cans as we opened them, but no matter what we did, Stitch would always appear in the doorway, perched at attention, eyes open wide, staring at us politely but firmly.
Stitch’s drive for food made her pre-diabetic and mildly asthmatic for much of her life. She developed a persistent cough, which we initially chalked up to hairballs. We forced an anti-hairball oil down her throat every day for many months, which she hated, and didn’t help at all. We finally asked the vet, who told us no, it wasn’t hairballs, it was asthma. We switched to an inhaler, with a big chamber and funnel on the end, and that did the trick. The cough disappeared.
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Stitch *loved* the outdoors. She didn’t get to go out on her own at first, but when she did, there was no turning back. Our old house’s back yard bordered a number of our neighbors’ yards, and the old fences were no match for a determined cat, so Stitch had the whole area at her disposal, free from cars and coyotes and other dangers. She’d head out the cat door, and a minute later we’d see her three houses away, walking across a fence or stalking a bird or basking in the sun.
She lost that pastoral cat wonderland when we moved a few years ago, but she adapted admirably. We have a small garden here that she fell in love with. It connects to a few other yards and patios that she explored thoroughly, marking her territory, but she spent most of her outdoor time in the garden. She’d wander up and down the stairs, sniffing the air, feeling the breeze through her fur and the sun on her face. I often sat out there and watched her wander while I worked. She’d jump up in my lap for a bit and purr, or rub my legs in between jaunts through the bushes.
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Her belligerence wasn’t limited to dogs and people. One night, Gina and I woke up to an alarmingly loud banging noise. *THUD! BANG! …bump bump bump THUD BANG!* I ran downstairs and turned the lights on, just in time to see a cat fly down the hall at full speed into the sliding glass door. *BANG!* It was Stitch. A family of four huge raccoons was just outside the door, and she was trying as hard as she could to get them. They were twice her size or more, and her antics hadn’t scared them a bit, but no matter. She was ready to take them all on.
Later in life, Stitch sat in my lap regularly, expecting pets and a warm place to nap. Sometimes I’d be typing, which she sometimes tolerated, but not always. She didn’t like my hands moving while she tried to sleep. After a while, she’d swat them or bite them, then look up at me with self-righteous indignation. The message was clear. “I’m not leaving, this is my lap. If you don’t like it, *you* leave!”
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Even so, she spent a lot of time with me, especially later in life. She’d stretch her legs out, crank her purr up to a steady rumble, and keep me company. She was big enough that I couldn’t always manage to work while she sat on me, so I’d be forced to read instead, or do nothing and look at Gina helplessly while she laughed. Stitch wasn’t the most convenient companion, or good for productivity, but she was my buddy.
When we felt the lump in her side, we hoped for the best, but in the back of our minds, we knew. Lumps tend to be cancer. Lumps that get bigger over time instead of going away…cancer.
Stitch slowed down over her last month or so, but she was still always herself. She wasn’t eating as much, or galloping around the house, or jumping up and down with gusto, but she still made her presence known. She was our big, shameless, larger than life girl.
The day we put her down, I took her around the house to all her favorite spots. Her bed, her blankets, her feeder, especially outside in the garden. She was moving slow, but she climbed the garden stairs, poked her nose into the bushes, chewed on some leaves, sniffed the air, and felt the wind in her fur. She was home.
We plan to scatter her ashes here, in the garden. She’ll always be home.
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Stitch is survived by her sister, Marley, who’s kept us company and consoled us. We eventually got a couple new two-month-old kittens, too, who are rambunctious and full of life.
Even so, it’s hard to believe Stitch is really gone. Mornings are the hardest. I’m usually the first one awake in the house, and I’m often up for an hour or more before anyone else. I usually work out, next to the garden, and Stitch was always up and around with me, underfoot, purring her diesel motor purr, begging to go outside, jumping up into my lap as I tried to lift weights.
Nowadays, every morning, I’m alone. The house has other people and cats in it, but the mornings are empty. Downstairs, everything is silent and still and wrong. When she was alive, Stitch filled the space with her presence, her big yawns, her belly full of fur, and her purring. Always, her purring.
We’ll always remember you, girl. You were such a character. You had a good life, we loved you and you loved us, you’ll always be part of our family. We know you’re not in pain any more. We’ll see you on the other side.
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