All through my career life, I was mostly guided by intuitive actions. Most often, people around me were often baffled by me as they couldn't intellectually process my actions. Whenever I was denied opportunities due to the intellectual dissonance between my actions and social norms. I had to go through periods of turbulence that would threaten my physical survival. But, my intuitive actions, in spite of defying intellectual demands, paid off handsomely in the end. But there was a fallout in terms of the number of people who would like to connect with me. As I would not fit within their programmed ways of intellectual processing befitting legal and traditional outfits, I was always considered an outlier by them. Eventually, my friends and family relatives started receding from me like the Doppler shift. It did unsettle me for a while, but wisdom resurfaced, and I always pulled myself together. My career life, though it was relatively much shorter than most of my peers, it was phenomenally more productive than theirs. I retired from the regular job when I turned 50 and became a freelancer in the electrical engineering profession for a few more years after that. To my pleasant surprise, some of my erstwhile corporate clients with whom I had good personal rapport became my personal clients and supported me to continue with a higher income generating capacity than that of my regular employment days. The biggest bottleneck was the uncertainty that was piling up about the sufficiency of savings to hang my boots and spend my evening of life in the most important thing I wanted, that is, a spiritual resort for my body-mind. I was always grooming myself in the path of spiritual awareness from my teenage days. It took me 30 years to come to a state of enlightenment that my opened towards infinite love and wisdom. I had gathered enough knowledge by then about the monetary systems of the world and how the central banks and governments were destroying the world by debasing currencies.I had no qualms about reaching the conclusion that money was at the root of all evil. Love and wisdom can not remain pure and unconditional in a complicated arena where money-making can destabilize your life. It was often traumatic to do a tight walk between the spiritual values of living and money-making. Then Bitcoin came one day serendipitously, and my intuition was so strong that I couldn't resist adopting it for all my money-making woes. Initially, in the first 5-6 years, it was turbulent, but it gave me a pristine vision that I never saw in banker's money. My life changed forever. Intuition is like a lighthouse. It will not come looking for you. You sail towards it, seeing the light within your own heart. It is very difficult to express its beauty to others until they too get it in their hearts and heads.

I was scammed by a fake auctioneer for cars today. Again, it was me who didn't do due diligence before transferring the money to someone I had no previous experience with. Psychologically, I was undergoing the traumatized experience of the car crash that I escaped miraculously 3 days back. Physically, i had no damage except a bruise near my ribcage. But the pain was excruciating. I was feeling the need strongly to buy a used car with whatever money I had. My mind was very foggy and succumbed to the scammer. Foggy minds get scammed easily. There is always some kind of fear that clouds you when you are thrown out of your comfy zone. Renting a car could have brought me back to the comfy zone. I didn't even have the patience to wait a few days to sort out the rental car from the insurance company. My bad!