Mind is deluded self . Mind is self's tool to experience. Mind is the server . You're the 🤴
You are not being equanimous, you are equanimity itself . There's no entity in it or entity experiencing equanimity . Presence is equanimity. Self is equanimity. Awareness is choice less equanimity.
Its a bad experience like a nightmare . Life doesn't end. Mind would like it to end . Mind has limited knowledge as it firmly believes its the body . What Mind really want is the bad experience to end . I/ u will never end . Its the formless awareness . Aware of everything.
Is this my soul tribe?
When mind is too much in me n u( mind is u n me) and heart is closed then diversity is unacceptable. Heart is universality as self is one . Mind can't understand this as its a very little limited entity portraying to worship truth but does not have the capability as truth is beyond it . Heart gets it 💓 ♥️ mind is incomplete. Its just a tool 🔧 that's operating thru conditioning n past experience (n knowledge?)
Some people we meet briefly and they have strong impression in our minds . That pleasant memory is unforgettable 💖
I experience connection problem with this app when there is no such thing on youtube .
Body is for experiencing like car is for travelling .
Mind body is always going to be depressed and opposite of depressed after sometime , looking for next interesting thing , running away from boredom , defeat , hurt , undesired outcomes , death . We have to realize at this point that we are aware of it all , we are not it . We will see our bodies dying . We are the deathless awareness . There's no body in deep sleep but awareness was there. We are the awareness. We get up and say we had a good sleep . Body comes and goes.
Mind needs something interesting all the time