So many layer so so so many layers… A burden that many carried. I haven’t been there in a long time I dont feel like i need a repeat of this bullshit there.

The only way I can see it at this point after 5 yrs of consideration is that he manipulated and gave wrong information about me & my character to people to safe them from hanging out with a poor person or something. Making me look not credible. Since he does manipulate energy & minds & ‘stories’ that people are loving and do believe in the fact that he told them before it even happen making me this abstract weird pawn thats never really formed as its own person bc it takes away free will & the ability to live as a free being without mindcontrol. I do want the choice to live or die officially & legally by my own will. A person has to be able to get the choice any individual deserves this choice.

Whenevrr this person is trying to show me how embarrassing they think i am. I actually think they are embarrassing.. its quite the strange experience.

I think its time you actually provide me with somer real help. Bc im not the one that got me into this fucked up mess that i never needed to care about. Im so fucking done with this crap!

Omg its like the hunger games! Where they pick out their slave from the past that they try their neuroscience prison mind shit on.. Like they create characters that the person used to trust and impersonate their tone of voice through voice cloning and see whos mind is strong enough to break through it and not listen to it & the lies. I guess thats where they turned themselves into gods.

What do you do when ppl when a man is so obsessed with a woman that a person was friends with but hates the friend bc they see ‘the woman’ as a person with faults and everything like any good friend does not a godess but someone that is allowed to be imperfect m.. thats what friends normally do with for each other. But the hatred of the partner against the friend goes so far that the friend is never a person but an impersonater of the ‘womans’ character bc they cant deal with the notion of their woman not being everything and everyone as if there’s nothing else on the planet.. When can you finally accept that not everyone is the same.. its lk a fkn sickness.

Congrats to the spanish for jcluding period pain in their sick leave! It reminded me of that one time when I almost passed out from cramps at an underground station on my way to work over 10 years ago. I made two stops but was slightly before passing out. I sat down and there was a woman two seats next to me, I asked her for help if she could get on the underground with me and bring me back 2 stops to where I lived. She looked at me like I had a disease probably bc I was white in the face.. but in retrospect.. Now I know which group of ppls opinion it was.. Their kingdom isnt better than the 1500 probably. Her fav word was peasants.. she sounded like a parrot when she used it made a spiting sound.

Oh nooo the neighbours cousin.. i forgot his name hes around 5 yrs older than he bought the house that i grew up in in 2014 i think.. he met me once when i was there to pick up some things and didnt know my mother had a daughter.. ive known one of his best friends since i was a kid though.. 🤣 which guy here is it? He turned my room into a garage.. Hes beige blonde curly haired.. Ive known his aunt since i was in kindergarten.. i always went there for savings day to put my savings onto my savings book bc you got better savings percents during those days. I only took it out of the bank for when we were going on vacations.. yeah i already had a savings account when i was in kindergarten.. in real life though not in psycho real life where i dont age. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

I WILL WRITE THIS ONE MORE TIME FOR THE REALLY SLOW ONES. IF ANY PERSON ON THE PLANET FINDS INSPIRATION IN AN INSTAGRAM POST TO CHANGE THEIR LIFE FOR THE BETTER PHYSICAL MENTAL OR JUST BC THE SEE SOMETHING THAT THEY WANT TO DO LIKE TRAVELING. THE PERSON THEN DOESNT OWE THEM THEIR LIFES. IF THE PERSON WANTs TO BE THE PERSON AND ISNT INSPIRED BY THE EXPERIENCES TO CREATE THEIR OWN THATS MENTAL ILLNESS AND STALKING! DO YOU GET IT NOW?

I do believe its some sort of elite having thought up a system where the youngest one has to supply the older ppl with energy and take up their health issues etc. As if they’re feeding off babies.. so they only have babies to keep themselves healthy & young.