Dear Everyone,
Thank you for listening.
I have upset people by behaving with arrogance and hostility towards people exploiting and violating me since ~2020.
This behavior was not appropriate.
Creative expression and defense with words in isolation to stay alive is what it is. Not right. Whatever clips of me acting silly, like a fool, experiencing meltdowns and dissociation, burning out on repeat and sinking in and out of depression - all came from wherever I was living at the time, moving to try to get away, relentlessly isolated. Literally screaming and crying at walls.
Sorry. π€¦π»ββοΈ
Defense is unnecessary.
An apology and account is in order.
I am sorry if I ever said anything that was hurtful to anyone in any way.
We are called to stay salty.
To be the salt of the Earth.
I failed.
Survival, isolation, tribulations, are no excuse to lose my saltiness in Christ. I did, though, and sinned like a sailor with hautiness, cursing and mockery.
Not knowing how I am being curated, broadcast and exploited is also not an excuse for hautiness and angry speech.
I did not know, and still have no details on the extent to which I have been exploited these past seven years.
I'm sorry I was not a better example.
Full stop.
Current state?
Brain damage from non-combat TBI is not stupidity or mental illness - it includes physical issues & deficits with numbers, words, step by step instructions, and issues with time and organizing, and other things. This is amplified with autistic regression from severity of diversity of cognitive, medical, and environmental stressors.
Since June of 2023, experiencing grotesque interpersonal violations, grief of family and friend losses, severe dysregulation, back to back burnout and other medical emergencies has been debilitating.
Again, not an excuse - just an account of my current state.
I am not disordered.
There is a bomb in my neck, and the people who put it there want my work, company, and life. They don't want to talk, or collaborate.
I am not a "psyop."
My purpose is in service of Christ, and the mission provided is to:
-facilitate the new systems of study, industry, finance, communication, transportation and medicine for Earth & space
-publish the Physics of God with God's Law of Intelligent Design
-facilitate Exodus 2.0
This is going to be the first Abliss Publication, if they don't kill me.
They have seven years of audio, visual, biometric and thermal surveillance of my body inside and out 24/7 since ~ 2020. Since July 2025, the bomb in my neck has been reading anything that pops into conscious thought with words.
Synesthesia means I can smell digital activity quantum entangled with me. It is involuntary and overwhelming π€·π»ββοΈ π
Anyway, I am being murdered.
The microchip in the back of my neck is a literal bomb.
My brain and body are experiencing bits of recovery, but my nervous system is not ok. I still cry too easy and other symptoms of PTSD are present.
This is normal, since the situation remains ongoing and unresolved and my nervous system is hyper aware of the bomb in my neck.
I mention recovery, because if I die - it is the chip in my neck, not a tumor or aneurysm or anything in my brain, that killed me.
Please consider that you too could be microchipped and not know. You can verify this for yourself with an ultrasound. Amazon has portable veterinary ones for about 500 USD.
For the past four years, I have maintained the position of preserving lives and livelihoods in order to give people an opportunity to reduce or eliminate legal liability, and resolve things in a way that facilitates positive impact for all parties involved.
They refuse to communicate or resolve legal matters & I remain isolated.
I don't want to die without apologizing, and letting people know how it happens.
It is impossible to wrap my head around this level of cruelty. I've been fighting it instead of surrendering it all to Christ.
The Bible calls us to rely on God, with self sufficiency and personal responsibility. We are supposed to do the work we can, and trust God to handle the rest. Always , and with all things. Anything less is no different than pride and idolatry.
Today was a beautiful breakthrough.
Thank you to everyone who has educated me these past few months. I am surrendering to Christ and pray for everyone's safety.
What will be, will be, with all Glory to God.
Love,
Gigi π»
#NotSuicidal
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