Personally, the rest of my life is dedicated to avoid going to Emergency, the doctor or the hospital.
COVID-era malpractice removed any desire for me to engage with the drug dealers they call doctors.
It never occurs to them that self-checkout is used by people in a rush, or who have no desire to have a conversation with a cashier.
To blacks everything is ALWAYS about them, to hold them back, to humiliate them etc.