STIFLING ILLUSION Life suffocates me with beliefs and boredom I feast on my fingernails and drink from The water of the mirage Weary of the cycle of fear that drags me back to the beginning And away from the end. How can I wake up and my dreams are mixed with reality? How can I wake up while living in a reality that does not resemble me? #damus #nostr #grownostr #bitcoin #freedom #poetry #introductions #art

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Conflict Between Absence and Presence: A State Of Being In the darkness of existence, I see only one light—a faint flicker that lies beneath the surface. The warmth in people’s eyes and the love they offer no longer suffice for me. My soul seeks safety in the gaze of ghosts that have already claimed their share of this existence. Every breath, every glance, every word feels like a debt weighing on my shoulders, and the accumulation of these debts only drains my body further. My soul remains untouched by fatigue, pain, or hardship. Instead, it carries the weight of a hope that never arrives, a dream confined to the boundaries of my pillow. In this reality, all I have are memories, colored and shaped to align with my delusions. Darkness surrounds me—black, elusive, without form, name, or history. I do not recall her as a child, silent—this is all I know of her. I do not remember her face, her sadness, or her sorrow. I have painted her, given her memories, so that my mind can build a foundation from her, guiding me on this journey. Now, my colors are complete, revealing the truth—the ugliness, the fear, the imbalance. These qualities mirror the earth’s core, my refuge, my home. There is no light to save me, and the darkness will not enlighten me. Loneliness, nothingness, dissolution, and destruction—these are my true colors. I have no place in the human system on the surface. I am not human. I am not flesh. I am nothingness. I am emptiness. I am darkness—seconds before the explosion. #damus #nostr #grownostr #poetry #decentralization #opensource #existence #philosophy #bitcoin #poem

Conflict Between Absence and Presence: A State Of Being In the darkness of existence, I see only one light—a faint flicker that lies beneath the surface. The warmth in people’s eyes and the love they offer no longer suffice for me. My soul seeks safety in the gaze of ghosts that have already claimed their share of this existence. Every breath, every glance, every word feels like a debt weighing on my shoulders, and the accumulation of these debts only drains my body further. My soul remains untouched by fatigue, pain, or hardship. Instead, it carries the weight of a hope that never arrives, a dream confined to the boundaries of my pillow. In this reality, all I have are memories, colored and shaped to align with my delusions. Darkness surrounds me—black, elusive, without form, name, or history. I do not recall her as a child, silent—this is all I know of her. I do not remember her face, her sadness, or her sorrow. I have painted her, given her memories, so that my mind can build a foundation from her, guiding me on this journey. Now, my colors are complete, revealing the truth—the ugliness, the fear, the imbalance. These qualities mirror the earth’s core, my refuge, my home. There is no light to save me, and the darkness will not enlighten me. Loneliness, nothingness, dissolution, and destruction—these are my true colors. I have no place in the human system on the surface. I am not human. I am not flesh. I am nothingness. I am emptiness. I am darkness—seconds before the explosion.

Today, I watched my students step into their final discussions, marking the end of their academic journey. From curious beginners to confident designers, they've grown into true artists. I'm so proud of how far they've come. Now, it's their time to shine in the world. Grateful to have been part of their journey-go out and make your mark! #Graduation #ProudLecturer #NewBeginnings #interiordesign #visualdesign #lecturer #damus #nostr #grownostr

Welcome to the 17 days of darkness till Halloween. Each day, a new poem unfolds. Let the shadows speak Day1: “Breaking the Walls: A Challenge to Fate” It’s time to close the windows. Destruction is the only way to rebuild. No more hiding. I accept the challenge, and now fate must choose: will it end me, or endure my revenge? What walls have you been staring through? Do you believe in destruction as a path to renewal? Or is there another way? Drop your thoughts below and let’s unravel this together. Welcome to 18 days of Halloween shadows. 🕸️👁️ #DarkPoetry #HalloweenSeason #PoetryOfRevenge #Day1 #SpookyVibes #PoetryCommunity #WriterChallenge #OctoberPoetry #HalloweenCountdown #PoetryChallenge #WritersOfInstagram #PoetryLovers #DarkAesthetic #AutumnVibes #SpookySeason #HauntedThoughts

I’ve turned my journey through war, depression, and rebirth into Cello Before Suicide, a visual poetry album that’s about healing and survival. 🌑🎻 Help bring this project to life. Join the cause here: https://gofund.me/86304aa4 #HealingThroughArt #Poetry #MentalHealthAwareness #WarSurvivor #Crowdfunding #SupportCreatives #ArtForChange #Rebirth #Damus #Cello #nostr #grownostr #opensource #decentralization

🎻 Cello + Visual Poetry = Something Awesome. We’re LIVE on Geyser! Help me turn this wild, emotional project into reality. There’s a cello, powerful visuals, and hey, you’re also helping people in need. It’ll be worth it—I mean, where else do you get cello therapy? 🤷🏾‍♀️ Don’t miss out—who doesn’t want a bit of cello therapy? Happy Tuesday!! 💕

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Help Me Bring Cello Before Suicide to Life! I am excited to announce that Cello Before Suicide, a visual poetry project that weaves together spoken word, calligraphy, and the deep resonance of the cello, is now live on Geyser for crowdfunding! This project is an artistic exploration of depression, war, existence, and rebirth, with every piece of calligraphy symbolizing the emotional journey we all go through. With your support, I can produce a full visual album that brings this transformative experience to life. Every contribution helps me move closer to delivering this deeply personal and spiritually rich project to the world. Why Fund It? Your donations will go directly toward: • Professional art production • Soundtrack creation with live cello performances • Visual direction and post-production • Support for war-affected individuals Click the link to contribute and be part of this creative journey! Let’s bring the Cello Before Suicide visual poetry album to life together.

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