1/x. It's Sunday, one of those cold, gloomy and rather depressive ones that seems to only serve as a ponderous, torturous path towards the coming Monday, already waving at me from beyond the horizon with its leprous, grasping hand. Slowly but steadily approaching with a sadistic rictus grin on its skull-like visage as each of its shambling steps reveberates like huge brass kettle drums of unrelenting, inescapable doom, to embrace and engulf me, flesh and bone and heart and soul 😓... ...well. There's that. Also: I have decided to toot some of my favourite music albums from 2024. An #AOTY list, if you will. Maybe that'll make it easier to endure the dread. 🙃

Sport zum machen gefällt mir - im besten Fall - nicht. Die Anstrengung, das Schwitzen, der erhöhte Puls etc... ich mag das alles überhaupt so absolut GAR NICHT. Die unbestreitbar positiven Effekte hin oder her. Im schlimmsten Fall - z.B. in dieser sogenannten (todes)dunklen Jahreszeit 😑 - hasse ich es maßlos. Und aus dem fortlaufenden Überwindungskampf wird ein zermürbender Überwindungskrieg. Und gerne wäre ich stolz, dass ich mich dennoch zusammenreiße und meine Übungen abarbeite, zumindest so weit wie irgendwie möglich. Aber Stolz kann ich nicht empfinden dabei. Es ist einfach nur Mist. Jedes Mal. 😓

No, #Amazon, what the world needs now is... - living wages across the board - affordable housing - free health care - free education - effective worker representation - probably guillotines (not mandatory but much appreciated) ...and whole lot more and better things than your effin' insulting "love, sweet love" ads, you pathetic stooges. 😠

*inner monologue switches to Immolation #DeathMetal brutality*

Jólaköttur come early this year 🥹💖...

Nothing much or productive to say today. Because of obvious and very numbing reasons. Carrying on, as well as one can (which isn't all that well). Only this feels important now: take care of yourselves and your loved ones. Especially those who are experiencing hopeless dread. ❤️‍🩹