DAY 4 // Short little reminder There is good, and there is wholeness, always and everywhere. You are where you need to be always and all the time.
DAY 3 // Spent a lot of hours writing sappy love poems today. Actually very therapeutic and fun lol. // You always loved the mornings Because you preferred dreaming in the light Something about those daily beginnings Always dawned more visions for you than night You let the sunrise cover you With more warmth than our sheets And you preferred the misty air To kiss up on your cheeks The morning earth was your muse More than I ever was The tension between our bodies at night Showed you what settling really does I know why you loved the mornings It freed you from that place Your soul learned to dream with eyes open Rather than inches from my face I knew you were meant for more than me But neither of us would admit it For I was holding you back in life The world told me I was insufficient You tried to bring me with you But my heaviness was hard to lift You wanted me to see the world like you did But sweetheart your inner vision is a gift I’m sorry I could never be enough To keep up with the beauty in that brain Your love stayed for potential While mine simply had nothing more to gain I know why you loved the mornings But maybe now you can love the night You’ll have space to dream in the darkness With just the moon holding you tight I made you into a daydreamer Instead of letting you run free I’m learning to like the mornings, Even if my best ones are behind me.